Believe in all possibilities

This is my blog talking about the daily things I go through and how unfair some things are. It's basically talking about my life and my two greatest fears. Losing the one I love and not succeeding in life.

April 6, 2012 1:46 am February 23, 2012 9:26 pm

…I am just about at the breaking point. I’ve had enough of this life. I’ve been fighting with my girlfriend all night. The worst part is that she is everything to me:/ I love her so much. But I can’t handle some of the things she is saying:/. I feel like killing myself. It’s a strange thought but seems so clear. I could get away from everything so simply and quickly. The fight started by me saying that I wish we were alone today…I haven’t seen her for a week because she was on vacation. That’s all I wanted but apparently I am to selfish. I just wanted her and me today. Fuck. I hate myself. I’ve lost it all. And now she will go running back to her ex. Another point to just leave…:(

January 19, 2012 6:32 pm 6:31 pm 6:29 pm 6:28 pm 6:24 pm 6:22 pm January 4, 2012 11:54 pm

You constantly say “i love you” and “i want to be with you forever” I love hearing that and I completely agree. But you have done several things to hurt me. I’m telling you now is the time to be careful. I love you so fucking much. But you hurt me so easily because of how much I love you and because of how attached I am. Youre my best friend and i’ve fallen in love with you. I think many will agree that they wish they had that and to hold on if you truly mean what you say. I love you hun. Forever and Always. <3

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